Sometimes it is difficult to look back at those dark times in our life. Especially when Joel and I were both so sick. Sometimes I listen to the lies that have me running from what is already gone. Fear can creep in when I look back on the wrong thing. Yes, Lyme is evil. The enemy uses it to kill, steal, and destroy, and it nearly destroyed both Joel and my lives. But God! Once we opened our eyes to the revelation of His Word on healing........everything changed.
I'll soon be reading and reviewing a book by Bonnie Gray, entitled, "Whispers of Rest". Her first book, "Finding Spiritual Whitespace" has helped many people walk through difficult times. Bonnie was a well educated and successful business woman who suddenly was controlled by panic attacks due to childhood trauma that surfaced.....but God had other plans. God invited her to open her heart to healing and she stepped out into the more He offered and is now empowering others with what she learned on her journey. Only God.
My friend Katherine was battling Lyme disease and the many antibiotics, supplements and herbs she was taking did not heal her broken body. She listened to a teaching about God wanting us well, felt led by God, and took a bold step in obedience ~ throwing out the many bottles lining her counter, relying on prayer for healing. She is now a mom of 5 beautiful babies, active in her church and community, and doing so well. She opened her heart and her eyes to seeing God's Word in a new way..........and everything shifted. She also shared her journey with us and for that we are eternally grateful.
I listened to a woman share her story of how she ended up living in Redding California. She kept having dreams where she would see a city surrounded by mountains. She was living in the south and her life was challenging at the time. She kept seeing this place but had no idea where it was. She heard about Bethel, decided to go to a conference there, and as she came into the city it took her breath away. Here was the city of her dreams. Against any arguments, she knew she was to follow God's calling. She moved there and attended their school of ministry. Her life changed at God's invitation.
Recently I shared a story her about how Holy Spirit invited me into "something more" with Him. The many weeks that we walked together in a divine encounter is hard to explain, but I did attempt to do so here. People may be uncomfortable with what I shared, but God told me clearly that I am not to worry about what others think, or try to please man in anyway. I am to obey Him. This is a challenging invitation from God........letting go of what people think. The need for approval from others. I can look back and see some of the ways it is beginning to happen..........in what I write.......in what I share......in my creative worship dancing....in Bible journaling. Only God.
What is God inviting you into right now? He is always welcoming us into something! Whether it is a closer relationship with Him, obedience, a new art, a new land, healing, or more. We need to be keeping our ears and eyes open to His guidance and direction, His invitation for the more. Can you hear Him beckoning you into more?