"It is a new week and you just keep being brave
because blessed is the one who perseveres,
who does the hard thing and puts feet to the floor and just begins,
who doesn't stop putting one brave step in front of another.
Because tough times never last
but those who hang on tight to God always do."
I have been hearing a lot about leaning in lately. It began last week when I faced the fact I needed surgery again for this large ugly kidney stone that is one big mountain of trouble in my right kidney. Between the stone and the stents I am fighting infections and my body is already dealing with a lower white count from the breast cancer treatments. I did not want to deal with it, but it is what it is. And God is who He says He is! Through devotionals He keeps reminding me to lean in to Him. Trust Him in this season.
A week ago I had a visual encounter where I was standing arm in arm next to Jesus, leaning against Him. I was shaking from head to toe but I was standing firm with Jesus keeping me upright. I remember thinking, well if Jesus is on my right, who is on my left side then....and when I turned I realized Joel was linking arms with me too. Of course, he has always been my support. my earthly rock provided by God. Beyond Joel, much to my surprise, I saw Dr. M, the urologist. It shocked me. My thought was, okay, he is part of this healing journey too. Then I looked around and saw faded out faces of who I knew to be friends and family. Those praying and sending their love.
The mountains can look so big. They can be so big. BUT GOD......... We need to have the courage to take the first step up the mountain. Maybe for you it is a financial burden.........or chemo........or trusting someone when it is hard to trust. For me this time it is yet another surgery this Wednesday afternoon to rid the stone from my kidney. (Going up through the urethra to laser the stone) Everyone's mountain is different, but the source of our strength is not. Our strength comes from God.
"The great ones are simply the ones who believe God can.
In Him, you. can. do. this.
The hopeful stare up the steps.
The faithful step up the stairs."
I am always amazed at the courage people display in difficult circumstances. Ordinary people, living ordinary lives, who are hit by circumstances that are in no way ordinary. Ordinary people who dig deep, finding courage and strength to face the worst of the worst and who do so with hope and faith in their God, in our Lord who tells us to lean in. "Lean in, trust, and see Me move mountains".
Today I am asking for your continued prayers for the surgery Wednesday afternoon. Praying that the long tedious process of lasering the large stone into small ones will go well and swiftly. That I will come home that evening and recover well. I also ask for prayers for all those who fight their own battles with God by their sides. Those who persevere and faithfully keep taking that one brave step up the mountain they face.